The Light

The light that abides in me
Has been relegated to a faint glow
The pureness of my soul now charred
and blackened by a life of anguish and agony
The pressure is to great to endure
It fills every part of me to the depths of the deepest parts of my heart to the lowest points of my soul
All the effort I made was all but a waste
I poured out my self and now nothing remains inside
I long for just a taste of the joy ive lost but its been replaced by a bitter lonely space to exist